Awesomeness.Rains.((open))

[Signalius Darklance]

Sig's mind fell apart, he couldn't focus and a inner voice laughed from him, "SHUT UP!!" he screamed, tearing his hair.. "I don't deserve this! I don't deserve to live!" he fell backwards and hit his back.. lying there in the mud. watching the sky.. he felt empty, alone, dead.. that was it..

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia jumped as he screamed. As he fell back, more tears slid out of her eyes. "I... I'm sorry!" mia whispered, wanting to run. She hopped on her feet, then fell to her knees. "You do deserve to live. You have friends, and... a girl who is head over heels in love with you. Don't throw it away. What's going on, Sig," Mia asked, taking his hand in hers and kissing it. Tears slid in a steady stream down her cheeks. She ignored them, her eyes only on Sig.

"Please don't act like this, I love you," Mia whispered. She wondered if it was her fault, for mentioning Kris.

[Signalius Darklance]

Signalius laid there, he heard Mia's words but didn't believe them.. well he did, but not his other self. Not Riot. he was laughing deep inside his skull. inside his brains, inside his faith, inside his heart. Signalius cried, holding her hand back, pulling her towards him, trying to whisper through a mind filled with dark thoughts.

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia felt his pain, felt it rip through her. Mia leaned closer, releasing his hand and holding him tightly as he cried, as she cried. She remained silent, just holding him in her lap, bent over him, her forehead touching his as they cried together. Mia didn't care what he was going through, she wanted to be there for him. She wanted more than friendship, but if friendship was all she could get, she would be okay with it, no matter how much more she wanted him. "Sig, what's going on," mia whispered through her tears.

[Signalius Darklance]

He raised his head and watched her deep in her beautiful eyes, "Mia.. I-I'm sick.. I'm dying.." he tried to smile but something inside him kept him from it. and it was taking the smiled from him. a psychotic flash whipped through his head and he buried it in Mia's lap again, "I can't take it!" he screamed, "I'm afraid and angry all the time! I want to kill people, and myself.. I tried to kill Kris! but instead I almost killed myself!" he cried so hard, his head hurt and he wanted comfort. More than that he wanted Mia, she had always been there for him.. he held her now.

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia felt tears flood even faster down her cheeks. She held him close. "Oh, Sig! It's okay, I'll help, I promise. I'll do everything I can for you," Mia whispered, her words choked by her tears. She held him closer as he buried his head into her lap again. She bent over him, holding him close. She kissed the top of his head, stroking the side of his face comfortingly. "It's okay, I'll help. I don't know how I will, but I will," Mia whispered.

[Signalius Darklance]

He thanked the divine as she wanted to help him, he felt a rush of gratitude towards her, he lifted his head to hers and kissed her, how he loved her so much! He felt the helplessness leave his body for a short moment before his head hurt again from crying. he smiled at her, and straigthened his back, "Mia.. I love you.."

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[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia was surprised as he kissed her, but she kissed him back, then watched him sit up. She wiped tears from her eyes. "I love you too, Sig," Mia said softly. She smiled weakly and folded her hands in her lap. "Are you going to tell me what's going on now?" Mia asked softly, "I want to know everything." Mia waited, nervous and anxious at the same time.

[Signalius Darklance]

he watched her, "I'm tearing.. like a piece of paper, I'm splitting into two different sides..My brothers alter ego, and myself.." he watched her, "through all my years here I've been bothered by it.. how I've never been a real Slytherin and all that.. and now it haunts me.. Riot was everything a Slytherin could be.. he was mean, evil and hurt people.. even killed them.." he glanced around the dark grounds.. "I cannot control Riot anymore.. so now he takes over me now and then and destroy whatever or whoever he can find..he makes me miserable, and now soon we'll share this body..." he watched her hoping she would take him seriously.. because that was what he were..dead serious.

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia listened silently. Slowly she nodded. "Okay... do you know what can stop him? There has to be something, you are too good to become that evil. I won't allow it," Mia replied stubbornly. She believed him completely, and would do anything in her power to help him. She smiled softly, taking his hand and rubbing it comfortingly.

[Signalius Darklance]

"you can't stop him girl...it's already kinda late.. it happened when me and Kris met.." he held her hand as she rubbed it. "I don't want him to hurt you.. or anyone else.." he smiled and kissed her hand. "you.. my love.. will always be my angel.." he grinned as he said it..it felt good..

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia sighed at his first statement, then nodded at his next. At least he didn't want to be that way. He was still good, no matter how he acted. She sighed, hanging her head. "I love you, Sig. I wish I could help," Mia whispered helplessly. She looked up at him and smiled weakly, letting her fingers thread through his. She had never thought of herself as an angel and blushed deeply at his words. She smiled softly and kissed his cheek.

[Signalius Darklance]

Signalius smiled at her, "I love you too... and you can help me.. just stay with me? be mine..be my love..be my heart for me..." he smiled as she threaded her fingers through his, his cheek burned as she kissed him, "for now Riot just wants fun.. I don't think he's going to kill anyone.. but I can't be too sure.. and I might have to visit Azkaban again to my brothers tomb..but I dunno for now.." he kissed her cheek and hugged her, "but I'll stay stronger if you're with me..."

[Naomia 'Mia' Granger]

Mia smiled softly. "I'll always be around when you need me Sig, you know that by now. You mean a lot to me, even though you were gone for a while. You're still my best friend," Mia replied softly, smiling at him all the while. Mia hugged him back, the hug brief but tight. She smiled softly and stretched. "Well... I guess I'm going to go find Kris soon and tell him..." Mia said softly, blushing slightly. She slid her fingers out of his and folded her hands on her lap. She smiled softly at him and stood up, stretching her legs out.

[Signalius Darklance]

Sig kept his sitting position even though she stood up, he had a chance now, he could let her go.. his heart was racing. "Mia..I.." he raised his head and somewhere inside in someone yelled at him. he shook it off. "would you like to go out with me?" he blushed deeply and looked down, he felt stupid, even though he had said that it wasn't what he wanted. his mind had changed, she could've walked away from him but she had stayed and helped him.. he watched his hands..