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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 19:23:39 GMT -5
Bella knew she looked hurt at his words, “Oh…um…” she was at a lost of words. She looked up at him and said, “Why would it have been better kept a secret?” struggling to keep up with him. She thought of his words and ran after him, “Whoa, wait a minute! Complicate things? How?” she asked walking next to him. He was confusing her, and she didn’t want him to leave. She wanted him to stay with her.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 19:35:01 GMT -5
Blake kept walking looking back at Bella every once and a while as he turned corners. It wasn't to far form their common rooms and dorms. "Then I wouldn't have told you, I wouldn;t have regreted telling you and..." He trailed off, he could do on for whatseemed to be endlessly. "Now you know. You know how I feel, we can't be the same were were before I told you. Not just friends," He pointed out, stopping to turn to her, then continueing to walk.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 19:40:53 GMT -5
Bella stopped dead in her tracks at what Blake said, “Of course we can!” she said in a shouted whisper. She ran to stand in front of him, held his arms as if it would prevent him from moving, and looked up at him, “Blake, I like you…a lot. And you knew that since day one! We’ve been friends ever since. Just because you like me back now, doesn’t mean we can’t still be ‘just friends’.” she said her hands still on his arms.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 19:50:04 GMT -5
Blake continued walking even as he noticed bella had stoped. He wasn't in the mood to talk or comprimise. He just wanted to go back to his dorm and pretend he never said anything to her, but that wasn't going to happen. He stopped as she placed ehr arms on his as if trying to stop him. "No. That was different. You said it was just a 'in the moment' thing. This isn't and you don't feel that way anymore," He sighed, pulling his arms away from hers and kept walking.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 20:01:29 GMT -5
Bella bit her lower lip and said, “I do feel that way Blake!” grabbing his arm and spinning him around. She held his chin in her hand and said, “Trust me Blake…my feelings for you had never changed.” smiling softly.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 20:07:21 GMT -5
Blake turned to face her with Bella's force turning him around to face her. "Don't lie to me Bella. I would rather hear the truth like when you said it was just for that night. Don;t be like every other person who has managed to screw me over," He told her. "I thought you were different." He whispered to her, then turning back around to keep walking in the opposite direction.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 20:14:50 GMT -5
Bella listened to his words and felt tears fall over the brims of her eyes. She ran up to Blake again and spun him around again. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down slightly to be eye level with him, "I'm a lot of things Blake....ranging from pregnant dog to annoying first year brat. I'm not a liar." she said softly, seriously. She let go of his neck and said, "I'm sorry if I gave you the impression that I'm like that but Blake...I really do like you...." fighting back more tears and failing miserably. She turned on her heel and began to walk away, wiping away some tears with the back of her hand.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 20:26:10 GMT -5
Blake was getting tired of being forced to turn around but he willingly let her every time. He turned to see tears filling up in her eyes but she wasn't crying yet. He leaned down to meet her eyes as she pulled his neck down. He listened to her words. Not saying anything. He agreed but didn't. At this moment he didn't believe anything she was telling him. "well I'd prefer that you didn't like me. It would make things easier. It would make me stop wihsing that I had told you sooner because I would have changed something," He explained. Blake looked back at her eyes, now she was crying. The one thing he couldn't stand was knowing he was the reason. As she walked away he stood there, soon walking up behind her, now turning her to face him. "Please don't cry."
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 20:35:09 GMT -5
Bella shut her eyes at his words and said, "I'm sorry, but I can't help the way I feel." her voice cracking twice in that sentence. She allowed herself to be turned around by Blake and began to cry harder as she heard the concern in his voice. She was making him upset, which was the last thing she ever wanted. She went to answer him and nearly choked on a sob that rose in her throat. She shut her mouth and tried to stop the tears from flowing, she failed miserably and kept her eyes away from his.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 20:42:53 GMT -5
Blake wasn't going to argue with her any more. He didn;t want her to continue to cry aas much as he wanted to tell her she was wrong and prove his point to her. He had done enough, he had now don what he hadn't wanted. She was crying and he couldn't forgive himself for this. She looked as if she was going to say something but didn't. "Sorry Bella. I didn't mean for you to cry," He said kissing her cheek lightly then turning to walk the other way. "I can't do anything right," He whispered to himself as he began to walk away.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 20:47:28 GMT -5
Bella listened to his words and shut her eyes as he kissed her cheek and she grabbed his arm as he turned to walk away. She shook her head back and forth, “No…Blake, please don’t go.” she said wrapping her arms around him. She heard the last part of his statement and said, “Don’t blame yourself for this…” smiling softly up at him. She walked in front of him and wrapped her arms around his waist.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 20:53:39 GMT -5
Blake let out a sigh. He was now unsure of what to do a very confused. Stay or go? He wasn't sure, he didn't make anything worse and he didn't want her to cry again, but he wanted to spend time with her. he didn;t reply, still using the last few seconds to decide. "I'm going to, because it was my fault, you didn't do anything wrong. I did," He told her, turning around once more. He was headed for the room of requirement, he had no plan of going to his dorm. He turned in the direction and started walking, wondeirng if she planned to follow.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 20:58:10 GMT -5
Bella smiled at Blake and said, "What did you do wrong?" glancing up at him. She watched as he walked in the general direction of the room of requirements, one of her favorite rooms in the entire castle. She followed him and asked, "Do you mind if I join you?" with a small smile, still staying behind Blake.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 21:02:16 GMT -5
Blake glanced back at her once more, notcing she was following. Good he would have a long time to explain himself. "One, I told you how I felt. Two I made you cry. Three, I kissed your cheek. Not such a bug deal but your boyfriend might get mad. Four, I am up with you at 4 am. Five, you have done nothing wrong. Six, I mad you mad and sad all in one night. Seven, I have ruined everything in one night. Do I need to continue?" he asked her. Once they arrived he pushed open the door and sat down on the only couch. He took up most of it since he sat in the middle. He looked up to see if she followed.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 21:11:44 GMT -5
Bella frowned at what Blake said. He really did blame himself for everything. Before she had time to argue, they arrived at the room. She followed him in and sat next to him on the couch. She inhaled and said, “Blake, I’m happy you told me, and it’s okay that you kissed my cheek. My boyfriend is the ladies man, girls flirt with him all the time. I’m sure he won’t mind that my best friend kissed my cheek.” with a smile. She thought of the rest that he said and replied, “If I remember correctly, you found me after I fell at 4 am. I don’t hold it against you for me crying. I was only mad because you were in denial. And how the hell did you ruin everything?” not really understanding what he meant. She inhaled deeply afterwards, having said all of that in one breath.
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