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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 21:16:59 GMT -5
Blake but a please smile on his face before she said anything. Everything truely was his fault and she needed to realize it. "Bella," He began, "I am not happy I told you, you forced it out of me and I shouldn't have gave in. I don't care how many people he flirts with I still shouldn't have. I know what it feels like to be in the other persons shoes, but it happened to me about 10 times and a 100 times worse." He stopped and took a breath. "Well I hold it against myself. I was in denial which made you mad which made you cry therefore I caused the tears. And well I ruin everything with everyone," He said taking a deep breath at the end.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 21:22:06 GMT -5
Bella shut her eyes and said, "Blake..." trying to find the words to convince him. She opened her eyes and said, "Listen to me...I don't blame you for anything...everything 'bad' that happened tonight is your fault...so stop thinking that." turning his chin to look at her. She smiled softly and asked, "Why do you blame yourself for this?" her eyes searching his for an answer. She wanted to make him feel better. To understand that someone better would come along and win his heart. That girl was extremely lucky and better treat him right, or she'd have hell to pay.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 21:27:23 GMT -5
Blake looked away from Bella. He was getting tired of this. He was tired of fighting with her and neither of them were getting anywhere. "I couldn't have said it better myself. Everything is my fault. Everything bad that happened conects to me being an idiot," He said happily and nodded once. He turned his head away from her hands, looking the other way now. "It is my fault and I want to take responsibility for it. I ruin everything...ask Mia," He suggested. "I don't want to fight with you Bella. Please stop trying to make me think everything will be ok. Something will always be wrong with me."
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 21:31:32 GMT -5
Bella stood up and sat on his lap so he couldn't turn away from her, "No. Blake did you not hear the quotations in voice? Nothing bad happened tonight." she said smiling at him. She sighed and went to look at him and said, "I don't want to think of Mia right now." not willing to smile. She smiled softly and said, "Everything is okay, nothing's wrong with you." gently brushing the back of her hands on Blake's cheek.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 21:41:07 GMT -5
Blake watched as she sat on his lap. Now he couldn't look away. But he had a better idea. Within a few seconds blake closed his eyes so he still didn't look at her. "Yes alot of bad things happened tonight and don't try to pretend nothing happened," He argued. "And why not? You two have alot in common. I have messed everything up with both of you. Yes both of you. I have made to many mistakes," He said to her. He opened his eyes to look at her. "There is something wrong with me!"
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 21:45:44 GMT -5
Bella rolled her eyes as Blake shut his and said, "Something happened, yes. But I wouldn't want to change anything." with a smile. She frowned and said, "We don't really talk, and quite frankly, I don't think she likes me." with a shrug. She took his face gently between her hands and rested her forehead on his, "No there isn't." she said softly.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 21:50:23 GMT -5
Blake kept his eyes shut for a little before opening them. "I would. If given the choice I would love to go back in time and make sure tonight never happened. No you no me. No secrets told. Nothing," He admitted. He laughed. "I think she likes you. She is one of my best friends to. She knows everything there is to know about me but I can't stand being in a relationship with her. She cheated on me to many times," He explained. He smiled as she put her forehead on his. He was tempted to kiss her but he knew he couldn't. "Yes there is."
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 21:54:18 GMT -5
Bella smiled at him and asked, "Why?" tilting her head slightly. She smiled at him and said, "I doubt she likes me. She found out about me liking you and..got pissed at me for a few days." with another shrug. She really didn't care much, people could feel whatever. She listened to him and said, "I'm sorry Blake..." smiling sweetly at him. She didn't move her forehead from his and said, "No there isn't." smiling at him.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 22:00:03 GMT -5
Blake sighed. "I have explained it too many times. This has been a horrible night," He answered. This wasn't the way he had planned seeing her again. He didn't plan to tell her. "I am sure I am not the reason she hates you. She probably doesn't even care about me anymore, she has a million guys after her," He told her with a small smile. "Yes there is." He sighed. "Unless you want me to kiss you I would suggest moving your forehead," He said laughing.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 22:04:47 GMT -5
Bella laughed at what he said and replied, "It was only terrible to you." with another smile. She rolled her eyes and said, "You never denied that she does in fact hate me." with a wink. She smiled at him and kept her forehead where it was, "I'm not moving until you admit everything's fine...plus you're comfy." with a giggle.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 22:26:08 GMT -5
Blake nodded his head. "Yes and that is exactly why I want to pretend it never happened. I didn't benifit anyone did it?" He asked her curiously. "You make it sound like she does but I can be positive it isn't over me," He explained with a small smile. "I warned you if you didn't move I was going to kiss you," He told her then leaning in and kissing her lips gently.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 22:31:44 GMT -5
Bella smiled at him and said, "Everything we do doesn't always have to benefit us..." with a small giggle. She smiled and said, "Whatever you say." with a laugh. She smiled and said, "And I warned you that I wouldn't move until you admitted everything's fine. I also warned you that I wouldn't have moved anyway, seeing as you're very comfortable." kissing him back just as gently.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 22:37:46 GMT -5
Blake nodded. "Well I wanted something for once to benifit me but that didn' exactly work out as planned," He argued. He chuckled not going to argue with her on that subject. He didn't want to argue at all right now. He was done. "Then why would I agree? Then I wouldn't be able to kiss you," He said grinning. He smiled as she kissed him back. He kissed her lips once more.
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Post by Isabella Swan on Feb 18, 2009 22:41:20 GMT -5
Bella smiled and said, "Hey, that day at the beach benefited you!" with a wink. She smiled at him and said, "How should I know?" with a laugh. She kissed him back again and wrapped her arms around his neck.
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Post by Blake Jameson on Feb 18, 2009 22:45:45 GMT -5
Blake laughed. "Okay fine that day did. But nothing recently has," He said trying to not argue as much. He smiled at Bella once more. "Exactly, you are good with threats," He said laughing. He comtinued to kiss her, placing one hand on her cheek.
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